to my dear fren..

i'm sure u wont be reading this..
but gal, it is sad to see u like that..
living without any aims, or should i say, the only aim u have is to wish for a fatal accident to come by, everyday, just so u can see her very soon..
u need her, we need u too..
u still have us, although that's nothing much we can do, nor we can do anything just to get ur beloved mum back..
but as a fren, we always pray hard for u, hoping that u will stay strong, it hurts to see u like that, living ur life with negative thoughts...
it wasnt us, mayb thats y we cant 100% fully understand ur feeling, and who knows one day if this happen to us *touch wood!*, we would behave even worse than how u r now..
sadness can spread.. seeing u like this wont make any of us feel good..
we hated to see u like this, hurt yourself and hav all kinds of negative thoughts..
we are praying hard for u, we wish that we could offer any single little help, pls don shut us away from u..