Tuesday, February 15, 2011

I Love You, do u love me?

15th February 2011, 12.51am


I cant believe that one day has passed just like that, perhaps time tend to walk slower when you are sad, and walk 10x faster when you are super duper mega ultra happy, ok, i sounded a bit cheesy now, but, guess what? Something has just happened in my life, and it is way more dramatic and cheesier than what one can think of..
Your voice clip has been playing and playing while i am writing this, and my tears were dropping no matter how many times I have listened to it.. Now that i know how essential a song is in triggering girls' tear glands, and most important, you have chosen the right song.
Just when i entered the house, i heard your voice, was really really suprised, for a moment i think i was blank, then immediately i saw roses on the table, a laptop and candles, and many many pictures of ours. You were talking, with background music "two is better than one" playing, many many tear drops, i quickly wipe away, just so that they wont block my eye-sight, everything at that moment was like a dream, like they gonna disappear at anytime soon, i wouldn't want to miss a thing. Realising that I've missed some of the words that you said, I quickly rewind the voice clip, everything starts to play again, you started to talk again, just that this time with some background noises behind, I didnt realise that Skype was on and you were shouting for me! *blurr..
We dated on Skype, you wore a shirt with jeans, white shirt with black colour stripes, just like the last time i saw you, difference is that i could hug you last time, and this time you are 50o98765 miles away from me.
Thank you darling, really really thank you. Thanks for everything. Thanks for the song (my Valentine's Day gift, and one more is coming!)
Dear dear, your voice is kinda different in the voice clip, compared to when you are on the phone, i dunno why, but it makes me miss u a lot a lot.. wish I can see you now, hold you, hug you and kiss you..
You have given me a lot more than what I've asked for, and I'm really really grateful, I Love You, Dear. In returns, i promise that i will be a more considerate girlfriend, give you as much freedom as I can, will not doubt you anymore, and be a more more supportive girlfriend.
Thanks again for everything, I Love You, forever.