Thursday, October 30, 2008

sigh...

SHIT!
what the...
shouldnt have trusted someone so much!!!
at the end what i've got is empty promises...
ah ha..
as if my trust do make any difference for that fella..
NEVER!!!!!!
that person wouldnt care though..
sorry for beginning this post with rude word..
i guess this is the first time? (seeing my blog has rude word)
just don't wan to "pollute" my blog..
forgive me please..
anyhow is none of my business..
whether that person do this or not, do that or not, is totally none of my business!
i shouldn't had and i will never to care anymore!
NEVER!!!!!!!
i guess what rachel said is true, why should i care so much for someone?
why not i put myself before putting someone else?
why not??
yea, i'm silly, i know..
the status has changed, and so everything should have changed but it did not!
i will make everything change, change to how it supposed to be, from today onwards..
is not the person's fault, cause i actually do not have the right to stop the person from doing anything..
what for i get angry?
no point..
no reason..
and no way..


last but not least, i shouldnt have shut the door, by letting other people to come in..
i shouldnt have build the wall as well..

good luck wei wei..

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

坚持

wei wei: why is everyone using mozilla (firefox)?
friends: cause it is faster..

类似的对话也曾经发生过。。

朋友问我, 为什么就是那么执著。。

也许吧。。
就是这么执著。。
只要是自己喜欢的,不管他是好是坏,就是会坚持下去。。
就这么坚持下去。。

直至哪一天自己受伤了, 也许我还会继续下去。。
就好像internet explorer 虽然偶尔会慢, 我也偶尔会很不淑女的骂, 可是到最后还是选择继续用。。

不为什么, 就是坚持。。

坚持到最后, 是好是坏, 我其实都不介意。。

Thursday, October 2, 2008

放手

收藏在眼眸
常徘徊左右
爱猜到没有愉快玩笑後
能全然退後
你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不须真正拥有成全
衷心祝福然後
就放手
放手
放开所有
彼此更自由放手
其实我绝非爱得不够
放手
豁出所有
还有这个好友
已经
已经足够
遥远是宇宙
静静在背後
去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动
挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不须真正拥有成全
多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手
放开所有
彼此更自由放手
其实我绝非爱得不够
放手
豁出所有
还有这个好友已经
已经足够
放手
我的牵挂
找不到尽头
放手
期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚
然而我早看得透
放手
至可拥有
*wei wei, 是时候放手了, 能够拥有他成为我的干哥,往后的日子里仍然可以促膝而谈, 已经足够了。。 谢谢你给过我的一切。。我可以, 也一定不会有问题去面对的。。