好久不见

什么时候开始，我再也不能第一时间让你知道我的一切了。。

喜怒哀乐。。

我再也不能无时无刻拿起电话就拨你的号码， 除了需要在那组号码前加06， 我还需要在当地时间加7个小时，还要考虑你是否在上课，睡觉，玩乐。。

你曾说不喜欢我每次打来就匆匆地把电话挂了，因为每次挂电话以后你都会变得沉默了。。所以那次以后我都尽量让我们畅谈，不要两分钟就挂电话。。 直到现在， 不管我是否去计较那几分钟，你已不一定有那个时间给我了。。

也许是我太滥用电话了，一点小事就非得吵醒你不可，所以才会搞到自己真的不开心的时候不能好好向你倾诉。。

二十一岁了，总不能什么事情都向人吐苦水吧，既然以前我可以把一切都收在心里，现在更应该没有问题。。所以，好久不见，隐藏。

我会再一次学习自己解决问题，又或者，学习怎么不开心的自己开心起来。。 以前没有你的生活，又再次让我体验了。我不想要依赖你，不想把自己开心的理由都放在你的身上，在这里遇到的任何问题，我都会尝试自己解决。。

就算受伤了，也会让自己偷偷地好起来。。

我们的生活步伐再也不一样了，是否意味着我的心情感受再也不能随时传达给你啊？

远方的朋友出了意外，她的手，脚和背部都被火烧伤了，在深切治疗部已经好一段时间，试问这段期间的她，又有谁可以依靠呢。。朋友们是可以通过facebook，email连络她，问候她，但是真正了解她的痛的人又有多少呢。。就连我也是现在才知道，好惭愧。。希望她早日康复，并靠着科技的发达早日恢复美丽的脸孔。。

Nottingham Goose Fair

Went to Nottingham Goose Fair!!!Don be mistaken by the name, there's no goose at all, not even a toy goose, nothing.

All that they have in this fair is like Malaysia's fun fair, where they have a lot of rides and food stalls, and of course, people.

I find it nothing much actually, the rides are similar to those that we have in Genting Theme Park or Cosmo's World,

except that the speed is a lot faster, the rounds that they spin per minut

e is a lot more and when they said "freak out", it really means the ride will freak you out.

So there I was, wondering around the fair, didnt try any rides, because the cheapest ride is 4 pounds per person per ride. RM20. CHEAPEST. Ok i'm not going to complain about how expensive Genting Theme Park ticket is liao. I always stand aside and see how does this ride go, how exciting it is. And I believe that if you were here, you might be very interested to try out this ride that ride.

This Goose Fair reminds me of the time when both of us went to Cosmo World in Times Square, we played a ride call DNA Mixer, it spins and spins and spins and end up your head also spins and spins and spins, trigger the vomitting centre and you threw out. On our first date. You were late. And you threw out. Tsk tsk. =b

Other than rides, there are lots of foods!! Basically is just doughnuts, chocolates, burger, sausages, and candies!

Tried something that I have never seen in Malaysia before, is called Churros, is something long crispy and sweet, like doughnuts but not.. hehe, let me show you the picture! Da lang!

You can choose to go with just sugar, cinnamon and sugar, chocolate sauce or lemon sauce. is 3 pounds for 6 for former 2, and 3.50 pounds for the latter two.

We tried both cinnamon and sugar and chocolate sauce. We prefer the cinnamon and sugar one!! Is really nice and something special ^^ i was a happy girl after eating that.

So that's all about Goose fair! Don let goose appears in your brain next time whenever people say it! Fyi, nobody knows where does the name "Goose Fair" come from.

letter to u

hello from nottingham!

r u still following my blog?

if yes, kindly type i love u for 9 times and send to my UK number asap, lol

i didnt want to be sedimental, but since i hav uploaded the pre departure pics, and my tears were about to flow down, might as well just give my feeling describe here:

i could see ur tears rolling in ur eye even before we were on our way to airport, we held our hand tightly, and u asked: do u feel as though we are travelling?

oh yea, with diff kind of feeling only..

i wish the road to airport could be way longer, so that i can spend more time with u..

i knew i looked like a mess, but still, as my supportive bf, even before i leave, u firmly told me that i looked the best among all.

just when i was busy writing the luggage tag, jia phan: wei wei, don forget u still have one more hand carry item.

me: ah? where?

jia phan: (turn chuan around, one luggage tag attaching to his belt).. lol..

this is the nice one, if and only if i could take u as my hand luggage, or i don mind, that u being my checked in baggage, but u are way overweight that i dunno how much are they going to charge me XD nvm, as long as i can hav u with me..

i was talking to noob gang, u hugged me from behind.

i miss the feeling.. very much..

also like the way u hug me when we take pic.. real sweet, warm and secured.. this is wat ted ted couldnt give..

among jpa scholars we have promised each other not to cry and spread the sadness, but still some of us cried.

not excluding me.

i wanted to hug u longer but i didnt allow myself to do that, i'm afraid that i wont let u go..

my tears were flowing and witnessed by jpa officers and a fren.

u were running to me, i was very touched deep down, i tried to smile to u, but the smile was the most ugly one.

i cant help crying everytime when i tried to imagine the situation where i have to wave to u, and that moment marks the start of long distance relationship.

and finally, 29th Aug i have experienced it and i swear, i will never be able to forget the situation, the feeling and everything.

i love you. i miss you. i have been repeating this for n times. but yea, this is the only thing that i wan you to know at anytime.

i'd walk a thousand miles, if i could just see you tonight