letter to u

hello from nottingham!

r u still following my blog?

if yes, kindly type i love u for 9 times and send to my UK number asap, lol

i didnt want to be sedimental, but since i hav uploaded the pre departure pics, and my tears were about to flow down, might as well just give my feeling describe here:

i could see ur tears rolling in ur eye even before we were on our way to airport, we held our hand tightly, and u asked: do u feel as though we are travelling?

oh yea, with diff kind of feeling only..

i wish the road to airport could be way longer, so that i can spend more time with u..

i knew i looked like a mess, but still, as my supportive bf, even before i leave, u firmly told me that i looked the best among all.

just when i was busy writing the luggage tag, jia phan: wei wei, don forget u still have one more hand carry item.

me: ah? where?

jia phan: (turn chuan around, one luggage tag attaching to his belt).. lol..

this is the nice one, if and only if i could take u as my hand luggage, or i don mind, that u being my checked in baggage, but u are way overweight that i dunno how much are they going to charge me XD nvm, as long as i can hav u with me..

i was talking to noob gang, u hugged me from behind.

i miss the feeling.. very much..

also like the way u hug me when we take pic.. real sweet, warm and secured.. this is wat ted ted couldnt give..

among jpa scholars we have promised each other not to cry and spread the sadness, but still some of us cried.

not excluding me.

i wanted to hug u longer but i didnt allow myself to do that, i'm afraid that i wont let u go..

my tears were flowing and witnessed by jpa officers and a fren.

u were running to me, i was very touched deep down, i tried to smile to u, but the smile was the most ugly one.

i cant help crying everytime when i tried to imagine the situation where i have to wave to u, and that moment marks the start of long distance relationship.

and finally, 29th Aug i have experienced it and i swear, i will never be able to forget the situation, the feeling and everything.

i love you. i miss you. i have been repeating this for n times. but yea, this is the only thing that i wan you to know at anytime.

i'd walk a thousand miles, if i could just see you tonight