想

想家了。。

想马来西亚了。。

想。。。

想很多东西。。 搞到自己不开心。。。

昨天叩妈妈，忍着眼泪不让它流，最终却还是在挂电话后大哭一场，在英国哭得最惨的一次。。

还以为自己会像别人说的一样，会忙着适应生活而不会想家，看来这不适合套用在我身上。。

妈妈顾着我的学业，担心我会因为无法适应气候所以考不好，会要我买Heater， 会要我早睡。。

还好上次测验的分数不错，否则我一定内疚到死，然后会哭得更惨。。。

妈妈我会用功读书的，我会紧记自己在这里的任务，我一定会把成绩考好，让家人为我而感到骄傲的。heater 已经买了，现在只要我看到它，我就会记得那是用妈妈辛苦赚的血汗钱而买的，当我用它时，房间不止是满满的温暖，更是有妈妈和家人的爱与关怀。。

原来即使身边有的是一班朋友，寂寞与孤独的感觉仍然可以侵蚀你的心。。

好久不见

什么时候开始，我再也不能第一时间让你知道我的一切了。。

喜怒哀乐。。

我再也不能无时无刻拿起电话就拨你的号码， 除了需要在那组号码前加06， 我还需要在当地时间加7个小时，还要考虑你是否在上课，睡觉，玩乐。。

你曾说不喜欢我每次打来就匆匆地把电话挂了，因为每次挂电话以后你都会变得沉默了。。所以那次以后我都尽量让我们畅谈，不要两分钟就挂电话。。 直到现在， 不管我是否去计较那几分钟，你已不一定有那个时间给我了。。

也许是我太滥用电话了，一点小事就非得吵醒你不可，所以才会搞到自己真的不开心的时候不能好好向你倾诉。。

二十一岁了，总不能什么事情都向人吐苦水吧，既然以前我可以把一切都收在心里，现在更应该没有问题。。所以，好久不见，隐藏。

我会再一次学习自己解决问题，又或者，学习怎么不开心的自己开心起来。。 以前没有你的生活，又再次让我体验了。我不想要依赖你，不想把自己开心的理由都放在你的身上，在这里遇到的任何问题，我都会尝试自己解决。。

就算受伤了，也会让自己偷偷地好起来。。

我们的生活步伐再也不一样了，是否意味着我的心情感受再也不能随时传达给你啊？

远方的朋友出了意外，她的手，脚和背部都被火烧伤了，在深切治疗部已经好一段时间，试问这段期间的她，又有谁可以依靠呢。。朋友们是可以通过facebook，email连络她，问候她，但是真正了解她的痛的人又有多少呢。。就连我也是现在才知道，好惭愧。。希望她早日康复，并靠着科技的发达早日恢复美丽的脸孔。。

Nottingham Goose Fair

Went to Nottingham Goose Fair!!!Don be mistaken by the name, there's no goose at all, not even a toy goose, nothing.

All that they have in this fair is like Malaysia's fun fair, where they have a lot of rides and food stalls, and of course, people.

I find it nothing much actually, the rides are similar to those that we have in Genting Theme Park or Cosmo's World,

except that the speed is a lot faster, the rounds that they spin per minut

e is a lot more and when they said "freak out", it really means the ride will freak you out.

So there I was, wondering around the fair, didnt try any rides, because the cheapest ride is 4 pounds per person per ride. RM20. CHEAPEST. Ok i'm not going to complain about how expensive Genting Theme Park ticket is liao. I always stand aside and see how does this ride go, how exciting it is. And I believe that if you were here, you might be very interested to try out this ride that ride.

This Goose Fair reminds me of the time when both of us went to Cosmo World in Times Square, we played a ride call DNA Mixer, it spins and spins and spins and end up your head also spins and spins and spins, trigger the vomitting centre and you threw out. On our first date. You were late. And you threw out. Tsk tsk. =b

Other than rides, there are lots of foods!! Basically is just doughnuts, chocolates, burger, sausages, and candies!

Tried something that I have never seen in Malaysia before, is called Churros, is something long crispy and sweet, like doughnuts but not.. hehe, let me show you the picture! Da lang!

You can choose to go with just sugar, cinnamon and sugar, chocolate sauce or lemon sauce. is 3 pounds for 6 for former 2, and 3.50 pounds for the latter two.

We tried both cinnamon and sugar and chocolate sauce. We prefer the cinnamon and sugar one!! Is really nice and something special ^^ i was a happy girl after eating that.

So that's all about Goose fair! Don let goose appears in your brain next time whenever people say it! Fyi, nobody knows where does the name "Goose Fair" come from.